Even though it's a taboo topic, the thread of parents who regret having children anonymously sharing their stories on Reddit makes for some important reading...
For many, parenthood is the most rewarding job on earth.
The love between you and your child is something unlike any other feeling on earth… It's a pretty magical thing.
But that's not to say it's easy...
Being a parent is basically the hardest job on earth – and the pressure to be a perfect parent can make life even more stressful.
And even if you try to stay relaxed...
There are some aspects of parenting that are just eternally frustrating.
There are many things that make parenthood irritating...
But most parents agree it's all worth it.
But others don't feel the same way.
It's a heartbreaking truth.
One controversial parenting thread has broken the internet this week.
And it makes for some enlightening reading.
In the thread, parents open up about regretting having children and it makes for some illuminating reading...
1. "I love my kids, and I'm told I'm a pretty good dad, and sometimes I enjoy it, but most of the time it's just draining."
"I understand that there are people out there who enjoy spending time with kids, just like there are people who enjoy talking to strangers — and suffice it to say I'm just not one of them."
2. "I have custody of my brother's kids. I didn't want them. I already have one of my own. My brother's kids are not as well behaved as my children. It is very frustrating."
"I love them. I will protect them and take care of them. I find myself very upset by the fact that I just can't seem to love them as much as my children. It's depressing. I hate myself because I feel this way. ... I try so hard to not let my nieces and nephews see that I struggle with this. But kids are smart, and I know they pick up on it."
3. "I don't feel like a mom, I feel like a caregiver. I get little joy in taking care of my daughter and I am constantly worn down."
"I'm exhausted. This pandemic has destroyed what little sanity I had left, as I can't even get a small break because there is no school."
4. "It set the tone for the rest of my life, one of those 'hindsight is 20/20' things. I honestly believe that if I'd never had a kid, particularly when I was as young and alone as I was in a very socially backward area, I'd have made a lot more of myself."
"Both of our lives could have been a lot better had I either waited to have her or let another couple adopt her, like I wanted, but I was forced out of the choice."
5. "I have 3. I really thought I wanted kids because that's what I thought I was supposed to do: be a wife and have kids. I love them, and I want the best for them. But I don't have the same connection to them that other moms seem to have."
"I don't miss them when I have to go on a long trip. I just feel relief. Having them home because of the pandemic has been really hard for me. I have a lot of guilt about it. ... Even though I'm surrounded by family, it feels pretty damn lonely. I don't feel like I belong in my own life."
6. "It's like having some guests at your house that never, never get around to leaving for years."
"But you must take care of them to avoid getting into trouble and judged by others."
7. "I've honestly thought about this question before. My son (fourteen months) was planned, and he is incredible, absolutely a light in our lives."
"On the other hand, I was super ill the entire pregnancy, depressed, and struggling up until a few months ago. Now, this was made worse by 2 moves (military) and COVID, of course, but I never, ever want to do this again."
8. "My husband and I have been raising my niece for 3 and a half years. ... My niece is almost sixteen now. I'm twenty-nine and I feel like I gave up my fun and carefree years to raise my sister's kids."
"I've always dreamed of having my own children, and now that I'm struggling to conceive, I can't help but feel resentful that I'm raising one of my junkie sister's 6 healthy children. Overall, my niece is a good kid. I love her and I want her to do well in life, but she doesn't feel like she's our kid, and she doesn't think of us when she thinks about who her parents are."
9. "My ex-husband was emotionally abusive and, if I'm being completely honest with myself, forced me into getting pregnant 3 months after I went into labor and lost our daughter at twenty weeks."
"I wasn't ready and I hadn't really had a chance to grieve. Our son was thirteen weeks early, spent 2 months in the NICU, and cost over $1 million in his first year. Now my son is almost 7, his 'father' hasn't been in the picture for years, and until recently, I was doing it all on my own."
10. "My ex-girlfriend baby-trapped me. She stopped taking her birth control and didn't tell me. Then cheated on me while pregnant. At that point, I wanted nothing to do with her and was not prepared to be a father."
"I was young and dumb and still learning who I was and what I wanted to do with my life. She gave me the option to walk away and never see the kid again. I thought about it but couldn't bring myself to; knowing my kid was out there was going to weigh heavily on my conscience."
11. "My girlfriend had a 2-year-old when I met her. He's 5 now. I didn't plan to have kids, but I love her. I'm pretty much used to it."
"I teach him stuff and he's attached to my hip when he's here, but ideally I'd have preferred not to have a kid around. Never really said that out loud — this is liberating."
12. "You hate them."
"And you hate yourself for hating them."
13. "Being a single mum with a kid stuck with me; it just feels like an obligation to me. I do love my kid, for sure."
"But I don't really feel the 'bond' or the wishy-washy mum–son connection that other parents describe. Sometimes I envy those parents. Maybe because the pregnancy was unplanned, or maybe because of how terrible it was coming home to an empty apartment with all of my partner's things gone, then suddenly having to take care of this little man who had his face."
14. "My son was born a little over a year ago. He wasn't planned. My wife and I welcomed him into our lives with open arms."
"We loved and cared for him (and still do), and we are trying our best to provide him with a great life. But for me, doing everything I can to provide him with a great life is, in essence, sucking my soul out of me."
15. "I love my son — I would die for him; I'd kill for him if I had to. Yet if I could go back in time and not have children, I would. I was not prepared for a child, even though we planned this pregnancy."
"I was not prepared for how much I'd lose myself and my whole identity. I was not prepared for the sleep deprivation, the constant screaming, the colic. I think that overall, I had a very bad experience. I was very, very sick after having a baby. I will NEVER let my son know this; I will NEVER let my son feel that he is unloved or unwanted. It was not his choice to be born."
16. "I think this is a conversation that more women especially should have. You are close to being burned at the stake if you confess that, actually, if you could turn back the clock, you wouldn't have children."
"I feel that these conversations may stop perpetuating this idea that if you're a woman, you will automatically adore your children, and let you know that you have more options than just having children. Women do also go through things such as postpartum depression, and maybe others talking about it won't make them feel so guilty and alienated."
17. "My mother point-blank told us that she didn't want children and my father had begged and begged her for me. Then my younger sister was an accident."
"It's always been an awkward, very strained, and very tainted relationship. For a long time, I held a ton of resentment and disgust for her. It's made me into what I consider to be a pretty great parent, though. I wanted children, and even knowing I'd be giving up sleep and freedoms, I wanted them to KNOW that they were wanted, planned for, adored."
18. "I remember having to stop at my dad's work, the receptionist leading me back to his office, and her gushing about what a great guy he is and what a diligent worker he is to put in so much overtime."
"Just listening to this woman fail to realize that she was describing an absent father, and a mean one at that."
19. "My mom just forgot we existed and had another baby to keep her happy."
"I have ten siblings."
20. "I was conceived to replace a baby boy who died."
"My mom was so disappointed that I was a girl, she forgot my name for a while, and now I have 2 middle names."
21. "I was an unwanted kid. My mom and non-bio dad married when I was young. He raised me, but I never felt love from him at all. He married her to get her out of a bad situation."
"I thought he didn't want kids, but when I was about 5, my sister was born. He wanted kids. He just didn't want me. I saw how different he was with her and with his other kids they had later. Those who have kids they don't want — those kids are aware on some level."